June 11th,
2018
dear self, I know
it's hard. I know it hurts. I know it's not easy to cope with all the
thoughts. But I also know, that inner peace, patience, gratitude are
the key to finally obtain happiness. It might be miserable for a
while, it might be chaotic. You might be disappointed for not getting
what you desire. You might be upset for having your heart betrayed.
Wasted. It's okay. Tell yourself, it WON'T affect you! Keep smiling,
and try to always find your inner peace, to feel relax, and to think
clearly. Let go of all hatred. All jealousy. All unhealthy
competition.
Tell yourself, your
heart is valuable. You must respect yourself and know your worth. If
they don't respect you, it's their loss. If they don't respect your
heart, just forget that you're bounded and set your heart free.
I don't fancy life
with materials. I don't adore those with wealth and status. I adore
those who could live peacefully, I fancy those who live to respect
others, not those to hurt and play self pleasure first. To grow and
to flourish.
Let this be my
therapy, to always keep myself calm and to remove all the negativity
inside my head. And to always remind what my greatest goal in life?
Live peacefully.